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The fellow 'Emo' is always following me!
Thursday, June 18, 2009, 10:29 PM
Always try not to think anything so I can have a more carefree kinda life... However things do not go the way you want them to be!After chatting with someone, I realised I am not very important to anyone..
Some might say '' who says!! you are the most precious thing to your mummy and sister..''
I can't help it but think if I am precious, I always get insulted, confronted for small matter, and got accused for not being a good brother and son.
Gosh.. I am already doing my best.. what else you guys want from me?!
I hate the part where I try not to start an agruement, you two always provoke me to do so and in the end blame me for everything!
I think I had enough already....
Like nobody, I am alllllll alone facing the down side and I have nobody to complain about it, not to my besties who are always not there, not to my polymates who I don't know if they're willing to, not to my gf as I don't even have one, not to my siblings as my sister is the one and only, not to my parents as they are the ones adding on to my emoness.. So I guess... I have me left all to myself.
I keep bottling up everything, I wonder how long can I hold on to it... maybe one day I would just explode "BOOM!!!" hehe... I wish that will happen so I can finally stop everything!